Fear of being an outsider

My blog post about my fear of speaking out and how public gas-lighting of racial experiences can affect young POC 

When I was younger, often, I was confronted with racism and ignorance of schoolmates and schoolmate’s parents and then stuck in a conundrum, speak up and risk creating an uncomfortable environment and become an outsider or bite my tongue and have the shame of not standing up for my people, my brothers and sisters and myself.

One example of this was with football. My teenage football team had a cool little Koori crew of 5 Aboriginal players. One of these players, who was much darker than the rest of us, was called “boonga” and “coon”. My fellow teammates treated this like they were his nicknames or that they were terms of endearment. He, like the rest of Koori crew treated this like it was no big deal and that it didn’t bother us, but I know for a fact that it bothered me and probably the others too.

However, we never said anything. I think this was not just to avoid conflict, but to ensure that we didn’t miss out on the camaraderie of being in a team. All the Koori crew saw how Anthony Mundine and Timana Tahu were perceived and talked about after they stood up against racism (this is way before what happened to Adam Goodes). They were called divisive, whingers, buzzkills and were generally hated by the people around me.  I didn’t want that for myself.

Thinking about this in retrospect, I realise while my teammates might have thought they were saying “boonga” and “coon” as terms of endearment, I think what they were subtlety saying to me and the rest of the Koori crew is “you may be part of the team, but in our eyes, you are still not of one of us”.

So, I should have spoken up, I was outsider to them either way.  But recently, hearing Heritier Lumumba experiences with racism within the Collingwood football club reminded me of the pervasiveness of white supremacy and the reaction to him talking about these experiences demonstrates how forcefully white supremacy will protect itself. When Heritier Lumumba and other high profile POC speak out against racism, it inspires the generation next, however if these experiences keep getting publicly dismissed, it can cause fear in younger POC of condemnation and isolation if they speak out about their own experiences. But then, maybe , that is why its done.

 

by Nathan Sentance

Silencing history?

My brief blog post on the removal of monuments of controversial figures. Written for the Aus Glam Blog Club Aug theme of Silence  

The removal of statues of racists or statues that represent racism and slavery in the United States, has created discussion in this land mass around our own statues of invaders and colonists, who to many are symbols of colonisation and genocide. This  discussion has caused some Australian commentators to defend the statues as part of history and stating that their removal would be silencing, erasing and/or rewriting history.

However, as we know these statues are of part the creation and reinforcement of a historical and cultural narrative that portrays men like Macquarie, Cook, Brisbane, etc as heroic and admirable. And, if you consider these men’s involvement in the massacres, land theft and oppression then aren’t the presence of these statues rewriting history?

As Beasley notes, claims of revisionism are not new. Ever since the 1970s, when there was the call to include the many parts of First Nations history that were left out of mainstream historical discourse, historians have avoided or contested anything that tarnishes the mythology of colonisers and invaders.

Consequently, the mythology attached to these monuments continues and is one that vindicates their lives and helps those prosper now on the back of their land theft and violence feel less guilty or even proud. The existence of this hero mythology heavily depends on the avoidance or denial of First Nations history. Particularly, when that history intersects with invaders.

Another argument against the removal of statues is that they can help tell the dark history of these men. As one commentator wrote “You can’t change history, but you can learn from it” However, for all the statues and things named after Governor Lachlan Macquarie, people are very unaware of his involvement in the Appin Massacre.

The statues rarely do anything than glorify these men and therefore their actions. They were not built to be conversation starters or to be cautionary tales of white supremacy. In fact, they do the opposite.

Another argument against their removal is that they are sacred. I personally find that offensive. Many statues of Cox, Cook, Macquarie, Philip, etc were built in our lifetime or in the last 100 years, but they represent an attempt to destroy 65-80,000 year culture and they are placed on stolen sacred lands. As result, their existence in public spaces are evasive reminders of invasion and genocide. Not just a symbol saying “we won”, but an unavoidable symbol saying “we won! In your face”

As for the argument that removing statues is erasing history, that is ludicrous. Men like Phillip and Cook are some the most written  about people in Australian history. The removal of one monument, would not cause everyone to suddenly forget about Cook, especially, when there are hundreds of books and papers focused on him.

As you can see, while people see removing the statues of people such as Macquarie and Cox as revisionism, the statues themselves are revisionism. A continuation of the history of Australia being controlled by certain few and omitting many voices, particularly First Nations voices.  Similar to what has happened in historic collections in galleries, libraries, archives and museums. However, in those collections we can address the biases in history by what we collect now and how we present material, allowing historical pluralism.

I do not believe statues of Cook or Phillip, or Macquarie have much capacity for pluralism. As such, we need to question their purpose, especially in public spaces.

By Nathan Sentance